Rabu, 21 Mac 2012

keputusan spm

hari nie keputusan spm keluar. teringat saat2 ku mengambil result spm dulu..begini cerita sebelum semasa dan hari ini

masa form 5 sy ambil 11 subjek. ambil sains tulin dan peng islam. oleh kerana niat hati sebenarnya nak ambik sains tulin jer..tp kena plak ambik kelas yg baru diwujudkan kelas sains peng islam. maka ambiklah..masa form 4 aktiv sangat sampai byk x masuk kelas..maka masa form 5 telah menamatkan zaman aktiv tuh walaupun awal2 thn aktiv sket la..

sedar akan ketinggalan dlm pelajaran masa form 4 tuh..maka hari2 study sampai lewat mlm..maklumla asrama kan kena tutup lampu awal..so kenala study kat bilik study sampai 1/2 pagi baru balik bilik....mmg study giler2 la tp fokus study hanya pada subjek sains.sbb target nak sambung sains. nak ambik bio-nuklear kat ukm. itulah hajat hati.

maka berlalulah sudah peperiksaan spm..tibalah masanya keputusan keluar.. bila tgk keputusan..terus terduduk..

balik rumah muhasabah diri balik..apa yg jadi sebenarnya..lama jugak sy berfikir..sy mendapati mungkin sebab2nya.. sy agak nakal di asrama..dan juga mungkin doa seorg ibu nakkan ada anaknya jadi ustazah. result spm bagi subjek2 saians amat mengecewakan sy..hanya subjek agama yg sy x berikan tumpuan yg ok.

maka sy memilih untuk masuk form 6 tp x mau bidang agama..sy nak bidang sastra. xnak aply SMKA untuk mengelak blajar bidang agama.. bila abg suruh aply SMKA sy x nak. tp tetiba ada surat tawaran dari SMKA yang sampai. nak atau tidak.. kena jugak pergi dan sambung blaja peng islam.

samapi result stpm..alhamdulillah 5p. kemudian untuk aply upu sy letak pilihan untuk peng islam nie bawah2. awal2 mintak cos lain. punyalah nak lari dari blaja agama terutama bahasa arab tuh. last2 yg dpt peng islam jugak.

masuk di ukm ambik bidang dakwah. masa di ukm... sy terfikir sendiri.. dari sekolah sy cuba lari dari blaja peng islam sbb ada bahasa arab. sy mmg x pandai bahasa arab. walaupun sy beli mcm2 buku untuk blaja.tp... bila teringatkan..mungkin aku di sini kerana doa seorg ibu. yang mahukan anaknya menjadi ustazah.walaupun semua anaknya sek agama, tp x de yg ambik khusus bidang agama..hanya sampai tahap sekolah jer.

berfikir dan berfikir.. ya... sesungguhnya aku mmg x pandai bahasa arab. tp Allah menghendaki aku mendalami IlmuNya.walaubagaimana pun aku cuba lari, Allah mendekatkan aku dengan ilmuNya. Allahu Rabbi...sunggu semua itu ada hikmahnya yang kita tidak tahu

mungkin sesuatu yg kita benci itu adalah jalan yg betul untuk kita. itulah yg terjadi pada diri ini yg suatu ketika dulu sering berusaha tidak mengambil bidang peng islam. hakikatnya hari ini, alhamdulillah segulung ijazah sarjana muda peng islam telah ku miliki. dan alhamdulillah dengan izin ALlah kini daku sedang menyambung di peringkat master dlm bidang yg aku cuba lari dahulu..sarjana peng islam. moga segalanya dipermudahkan Allah.

beberapa kesimpulan yg dapat ku berikan kepada adik2 mahupun sahabat2 lain:
-mungkin kita membenci/tidak inginkan sesuatu itu, tp Allah lebih tahu apa yg terbaik buat kita. 1000 kali pun kita mencuba untuk menjauh..tp Allah akan mendekatkannya jika itu kemahuanNya.
-Doa seorg itu sangat makbul. nak kata sy pandai blaja mmg x pandai...tp sy usaha dan yg paling penting doa mak sy. setiap kali exam mak mesti wat solat hajat..puasa sunat untuk anaknya. mungkin itulah menyebabkan sy lulus exam.
-zaman remaja mmg suka memberontak..mencuba benda baru walaupun x tahu akibat. x kena x tahu kan..dah kena baru tau. ada perkara yg kita perlu biarkan mereka rasa sendiri akibatnya..ada perkara yg perlu dinasihati dan ditegah agar mereka x merasai akibatnya.apa2 pun nasihatilah mereka, bimbing mereka.

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